I feel as though I live in a perpetual state of madness, there is a war raging inside of my body and mind but I'm not sure whose side I'm on.
There are parts of me, the selves of my self, that are fighting to consume; devour me whole and break my pretty heart in two.
I crave peace of mind if only for a moment, to breathe anew, to sigh in relief, to sleep, to think.
The question is, can I escape my own head long enough to allow it? I've slipped back into the comfort of being an introvert.
Outside the people are too loud, the light is surreal, the streets sway with the heatwave. I've dug a hole, six hundred feet deep and I don't remember which way is up.
I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what I'm saying anymore.
I...
- H.
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H.
Age: 20 years old.
Disordered Since: 14 years old.
Height: 5"5.5 feet.
Current Weight: 57 kilos. {125.4 lbs.}
Lowest Weight: 49 kilos. {107.8 lbs.}
Highest Weight: Undisclosed.
Goals:
Short term.
55 kilos.
53 kilos.
50 kilos.
Long term.
49 kilos.
45 kilos.
These violent delights have violent ends And in their triumph die, like fire and powder, Which, as they kiss, consume.
About.
- Count To Zero
- I'm just a girl looking for control in the midst of all the chaos.
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Currently:
Liquid fast.
Begin: October 10th.
End: To be determined.
The Basics.
H.
Age: 20 years old.
Disordered Since: 14 years old.
Height: 5"5.5 feet.
Current Weight: 57 kilos. {125.4 lbs.}
Lowest Weight: 49 kilos. {107.8 lbs.}
Highest Weight: Undisclosed.
Goals:
Short term.
55 kilos.
53 kilos.
50 kilos.
Long term.
49 kilos.
45 kilos.
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Begging like you might take order in your own hands.
I know because I've got the cure, I've got a cure for your crimes.
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