Disaster.

Yesterday was a disaster, my mother forced me to eat dinner with her which set off a massive binge afterwards.

Fuck.

I must have consumed at least 2,000 calories.

I couldn't purge because she was home and would hear me, so the best I could do was take some laxatives.

It ruined my whole day, I hate restarting fasts, especially after going this long. Damn it.

I'm worried about W. she hasn't posted in two days, I hope she's alright...

So I'm starting over today and still weighing in on Friday.

Sorry for the short post, more later. ( if anyone even reads it anyways. )

- H.